The Divine
I have a problem with the word divine, the word God, Lord, or all
the other names we give the things we really find ineffable.
Ineffable meaning, can not be put into words... The idea of integral
yoga, is to devote your life to spiritual practice not for yourself
or even for humanity, but for the divine. The term though is to me
something of a mystery. What exactly is meant by ”the divine“?
Is it some being greater than our minds can concieve of, or is it the
entity we are all a part of, the fabric of our universe of which we
are made of, which flows through our veins and which stares out
through our eyes. Is it the light in our hearts? Or is it some higher
principle, a form of instructions leading to some unimaginable
heaven, a plan, a map for us to reach this place in our souls?
In any case it remains undisclosed and often is referred to
personified and glorified like a hero or a guru. I have a strong
distates for these kinds of phrasing because it goes against my inner
notion of the world, which I trust more than the translations of
translations of interpretations of texts written to convince others
of a cause or a teaching. The principles may be good, the teaching
may be brilliant, it's just the words they choose in the end-product
that frustrate me, when I start reading.
Devoting my life to the divine cannot mean to devote my life to a
god with laws and rules. The divine is what stares out of all, stares
into the hearts of all, it is the whole, the force and energy of this
world itself. The Cosmos. Devoting your life to this, you do not
serve the rules of humanity, you serve the consciousness of the world
of which you are a part of, and which flows through you in its
entirety at all times. It is not however something outside of you,
something other. The divine can only be found in your heart, in your
innermost insides, beyond the dark vacuum of the emptyness you find,
beyond the abyss you may stare into. It is you who stares out in the
end (thank you Friedrich N.), your divine Self. And when it calls you
to service, there is no higher reward than the service itself,
because you are the divine.
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